grief comes in waves
or so they say
feels like it comes
in hurricanes
I feel angry
I want to scream
sometimes it feels
like a bad dream
I wish I could’ve
eased your pain
helped you find
a better way
close my eyes
see you again
striped green sweater
my old friend
contagious smile
soft blue eyes
I trusted them
a million times
you saved my life
I couldn’t save yours
how badly I wish
I could settle the score
don’t pull the trigger
you know, I’m begging
I know your burden
it’s heavy and weighing
I’ll bear it with you
I’ll stay up all night
talk with you
and hold you tight
I know you’re gone
I can’t help but pretend
that you are with me
here again
-in memory of a dear friend